i won't kill my innocence to make you comfortable

in the presence of a sceptic
i wilt like a flower
deprived of oxygen

i can’t breathe
when you tell me magic isn’t real

i can’t breathe
when you neglect your own heart
and try to convince me i am the crazy one

i can’t breathe
when you are disconnected from your soul
and expect me to do the same

my joy is sacred
it belongs to me
i won’t kill my innocence
to make you comfortable

i’m happy hugging trees
i’m happy talking to the forest
i’m happy discovering more of me

me
a wild woman who cannot be tamed
who cannot be squeezed in to words
who cannot be comprehended by the mind
whose very nature is to break every rule
who serves only the goddess

and i’m sorry
that you forgot how to love
and now spend your whole life
projecting your demons
searching for something
that has always
been inside of you

i know where my home is
and none of your little opinions and concerns
will ever move me away
from my true love

i love watching
how i am growing into a woman
who loves herself so much
that she can’t give a shit about anyone
who doesn’t believe in magic
who doesn’t believe in her
who doesn’t believe in a higher power

delulu is the solulu

next stop:
heaven on earth made real
fully embodied and incarnated
bridging physical and non-physical world
powered by nature and god